freak..freak..freak..freak on a leash

Something takes a part of me.
Something lost and never seen.
Everytime I start to believe,
Somethings raped and taken from me...
Lifes got to always be messing with me. (you wanna see the light)
Cant they chill and let me be free?
Cant I take away all this pain.
I try to every night, all in vain...
Sometimes I cannot take this place.
Sometimes its my life I cant taste.
Sometimes I cannot feel my face.
Youll never see me fall from grace
Something takes a part of me.
You and I were meant to be.
A cheap fuck for me to lay
Something takes a part of me.
Feeling like a freak on a leash.
Feeling like I have no release.
How many times have I felt diseased?
Nothing in my life is free... is free

AMADEO

bersujud dihadapan-MU tak mengurangi dosa-dosa ku, izinkanlah q untuk meminta sedikit tempat dihati...Like this

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for instance U know all... maybe..

visible raincloud today..

meredup hilangkn cahaya, hari berganti hari msih terpaku.. dlm kebimbangan yg tiada akhir yg hanya membuat batin terluka.. tataplah kilau pelangi yg tlah lama tak pernah terlihat gelora baru cnta menanti tepiskan kenangan tinggalkan luka yg menyakitkan.. hr esok kan mengganti sedih gundah dan sesal.. dunia tetap berputar tanpanya..

overcast / dimmed

it'is not desperate, but I most likely not any space to try 4 me...

#_#

enough,, I visible like as human being stupid...

thank's bt yg nulis...siapapun itu

Kini Aq Letih dan ingin bersandar
tapi masih saja tak pernah ada tempat
untuk-ku...

(pas ngubek2 kertas bt ujian bsk ehh,, q nemu'in nih tulisan.. I like this..)

mindfreak

I will fight this force This force thats pressing downward And i will break these chains That blind me from myself so i walk the same And i will walk this path Without your false direction And i will find myself And tear open these eyes so now i can see...The truth shall set me free, Im tired, tired, tired and tired...

tell me...

Give me the strength to break it down we've always faced this world as one And I know there's nothing different now Because this heart is true
So tell me..
Tell me that I'm not all alone
And everything's alright

I'll pray that time will never end
Race the clock again with you

We are the fallen
We are the light inside of the fire below
We are the broken
We are the rising tide and the undertow
One love

I always loved you

Did I hear you right ’cause I thought you said Let’s think it over You have been my life And I never planned Growing old without you Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright Came without a reason Don’t let go on us tonight Love’s not always black and white Haven’t I always loved you?
But when I need you You’re almost here And I know that’s not enough And when I’m with you I’m close to tears ’cause your only almost here I would change the world If I had a chance, won’t you let me Treat me like a child Throw your arms around me.. please protect me.. Bruised and battered by your words Dazed and shattered now it hurts Haven’t I always loved you

@$#%

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